Infertility affects everyone

When you are going through infertility you feel so alone and you feel as if you are the only one who is experiencing it. You may not know this but many hollywood stars have suffered through infertility and have won the battle. Here is a brief list of Hollywood stars who have dealt with infertility- I will spend the next few days telling their stories. I am sure you will be quite surprised to see the length of this list, and there are celebrities that have come out and actively speak about dealing with infertility.
- Courtney Cox Arquette
- Marcia Cross
- Brooke Shields
- Brenda Strong
- Cindy Margolis
- Jenna Jameson
- Angela Bassett
- Garcelle Beauvais-Nilon
- Christie Brinkley
- Helena Bonham Carter
- Nancy Grace
- Deidre Hall
- Emily and Martie of The Dixie Chicks

Living in an Fertile world

Dealing with infertility is hard enough, the doctors appts, the shots, the waiting, and the disappointment. But when you have to get through it all while sharing everyone else's happy pregnancy news, its makes it even harder. Since starting down the road to parenthood, I have know, 25 (yes 25) people that have had kids. That's 25 congratulations, when you don't really mean it, and 25 moments of wishing it was me.

Don't get me wrong, I am happy for others, but its just such a sad time for me that its really hard not to be jealous. I am literally the only one left, everyone else is either pregnant or has had their baby. I actually have friends that are lapping me, and that are pregnant with baby #2! I even have friends that are 10 years older then me getting pregnant.
Now, explain to me how this happens!

Every time I turn on the TV there is that stupid commerical for the FREAKING Clear Blue Easy digital pregnancy test, every store, restaurant, and office I go into has baby stuff, and there are babies everywhere!
Even on the news stand, I cannot pick up an US Weekly, People, or In Touch without seeing "Hollywood Bump Watch" or " Who's due next" I literally want to slit my wrists. When did the entire world start having babies?!
I just want to curl up in bed and wake up when I am pregnant. Getting through everyday is a struggle. Everyday is a battle for me, I just keep thinking one day at a time, that's all I can do!